So, here's the scoop. I'm still in the same place, but I'm making teeny advances.
I'm enrolled in college. Yup, I finally went and did it. 12 hours at Connors, a local community college. Now to keep my nose clean and my rear in gear. I am sooooo looking forward to class.
My support system has really kept me going. I have really good friends who have just been so supportive of me through everything. Some I've had for years, and some I've made in the past year. I love all of them with all my heart.
Sometimes I wish I'd been diagnosed sooner. Then again there's a reason for everything.